Pandora's boxes

Mirror mirror on the wall, tell me the truth before I fall.

Protège moi

[audio: Placebo - Protect me from what I want]

"Maybe were victims of fate
Remember when we'd celebrate
We'd drink and get high until late
And now were all alone

Wedding bells ain't gonna chime
With both of us guilty of crime
And both of us sentenced to time
And now were all alone"

Bling bling

[audio: Depeche Mode - Shine for me]

"Put on your blindfold
And a dress that's tight
And come with me
On a mystery night
Open your eyes

Follow our stars under a painted sky
We'll leave the world behind
We're learning to fly
We used to get by

Forget the pictures on your TV screen
We'll steal the visions
That you keep for your dreams
You can turn me on."

El mundo mio

[audio: All I want - Joni Mitchell]

"I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some
I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me
I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want
To dance with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on."

Ain't no Indiana..

Some how Indiana Jones makes it all seem much more glamorous..

Urge

Once again the wings beneath my feet long for some fresh air to beat. My heart is still, like a humming birds wings in slow motion. Must move. Or I will stop and fall from the sky.

Elämä voi olla joskus hankalaa...

Let me know

[audio: Roisin Murphy - Let me know]

"Let me know when you’re lonely babe

Happier now than I’ve been in the past
Gone are the days
Gone are the tears
That was a girl I used to be

The girl that you see standing in front of you
Keeps going on
Because she believes
In setting you free.."

"Play that song again Sam.."

New years resolutions

Another year has passed in this fairytale of mine.
Kings and queens, dragons ja dragonflies,
luminous stars and enchanting pixies.
Evil witches and nasty spells,
wicked games and holy saints,
battles against the nightmares of the past, the present and the future.
Damsels in distress, a damsel in distress,
and fights lost and won.
Now I wish nothing more than some serenity in this quest of mine
as new adventures lay ahead.

Look ahead

[audio: Telepopmusik - Don't look back]
"Sit Still
And close your eyes
What's behind the other door
Oh, no more silence
Don't kill this thing we got called love
Just searching for the perfect drug."

Shine

[audio: Paco Fernandez/Levitation ft. Cathy Battistessa - Oh Home]

Delicasy

There has to be a more enjoyable way to nourish yourself. ..

Serenity

The hour is late, but everything's fine in my kingdom..

[audio: Dzihan - Homebase]

My friends

[audio: Alicia Keys - No One]

"You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all I know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain."

Savage demons

[audio: The Pierces - It Was You]

"Well, I've been lying here
All alone
Wondering if you are
Ever coming home
I left on the light
By the bed
In case, you could come to call
What is wrong with me?
I said, to myself

I never really thought
It would last
And here I am now
Fading fast
But I will not sleep tonight
No, I could not sleep tonight

Where would you go?
What would you do?
If it wasn't me, it was you
Where would you go?
And what would you do?
If it wasn't me, it was you."

Älä sano mitään, ettet vain..

[audio: Irina - Hiljaisuus]

"Mä kuulen eteisestä askeleet,
sä viereen kaadut, tilaa siihen teet.
Et sano sanaakaan,
tuijotat mun niskaa vaan,
samalla kun mä, leikin nukkuvaa.
Liian usein kaipaan niitä hetkiä,
et saisin yksin nukahtaa ja herätä.
Ei tarvis jännittää,
ja sisintänsä selvittää,
kun ei sitä ymmärrä.. itsekkään.
hmm...

Mä tiedän, sun on vaikee ymmärtää.
Haluan sun lähelle mutten että kosket.
Ja voi, kun se riittäisi sullekin,
niin tää kaikki vois jatkuu paljon helpommin.
Mulle tämä syvä hiljaisuus,
on parempi kuin huono valhe uus.
En voi sanoo suoraakaan,
et 'joo, edelleen ahdistaa',
kun me sitä jäätäis sitten kelaamaan."

[audio:tricky - suffocated love]

It's too good It's too nice She makes me feel its too quick Is it love? No not love She turns me sexual tricks She says shes mine, I know she lies First, I scream, then I cry. You take a second of me You beckon, I'll bleed She suffocates me She suffocates me with suggestions I asked do you feel the same? And later on, maybe I'll tell you my real name She's so good, she's so bad You understand, I can't expand Ahah, now I could just kill a man She's on her knees, I say please I cross her city lines, she's got brown eyes I think ahead of you, I think instead of you Will you spend your life with me And stifle me? I know why the caged bird sings, I know why...Forgive and your'e forgiven Kingdom come Can you wait for yours, I need to taste some Lifes really funny, I laugh while she spends my money She's my freak I guess I'm weak You ask what is this? Mind your business I pass my idle days with my idle ways 'til the twelfth of always She walks my hallways I keep her warm, but we never kiss She cuts my slender wrists Let's waste some more time I sign the dotted line A different level She-devil I think ahead of you, I think instead of you Will you spend your life with me And stifle me? I know why the caged bird sings, I know why...You ask what is this? Mind your business I pass my idle days with my idle ways 'til the twelfth of always She walks my hallways I keep her warm but we never kiss She says I'm weak and immature But it's cool I know what money's for. Push comes to shove, Her tongues her favourite weapon on attack I slap her back, she mostly hates me. I think ahead of you, I think instead of you Will you spend your life with me And stifle me? I know why the caged bird sings, I know why...Can I take off your clothes Before we go out And when you're helpless, I'll scream and shout We finish everyday Well, anyway Sixty-nine degrees My heads between your knees. You ask what is this? Mind your business It's too good It's too nice She makes me feel it's too quick Is it love? No not love She turns me sexual tricks She says shes mine, I know she lies First, I scream, then I cry. Take a second of me You beckon, I' ll bleed Take a second of me I think ahead of you, I think instead of youWill you spend your life with meAnd stifle me? I know why the caged bird sings, I know why...

Haudattu

Haudattu muisto olet
tuoreen mullan alla
Kastemadot odottavat vuoroaan
kun raapia saat lankkukattoasi
ja huutaa keuhkosi
hengettömiksi
Kunnes ei ole enää ilmaa
jota hengittää
Kenties tuolloin
ymmärrät vihdoin
miltä tuntui
rakkautesi

The view

There are worst views from your work, aren't there? <3