Summer thrills

[audio: Nouvelle vague - Teenage kicks]

Dreaming myself into Never Never Land

[audio: Goldfrapp - In a matter of speaking]

Ghosts

Mörköjä selässään, hikiset hiussuortuvat silmissä kirvellen, juoksee hengettömänä ja vimmaisena. Yhtenä mörkönä muiden joukossa.

Ahoy sailor!

I shall sail the seven seas and to the end of the world to find my own little pirate princess, yarr! Where's me rum?!

Braces

A medal grip around wrists. Like handcuffs of your touch, locked.

Bottles

I have built a little room for bottled memories in the back of my mind. The walls are covered with mahogany shelves and cupboards, filled with tiny colourful bottles, some sealed more firmly than the others. They have all labels on them, names written in handwriting, instructions for future usage, sometimes skulls with leg bones.

I enter the room, arms filled with freshly bottled memories. One of them is a especially beautiful piece. It's blue, old, with a thin neck and the top is cork. Faintly my eyes recognise moving characters inside the glass. Suppressed mutter reach my ears. The bottle is very fresh, so fresh, that the memories inside of it make me forget to breathe for awhile, a false sense of someone ebracing me. With a blink of an eye I'm back in the room, scattered and shivering.

I put the other bottles from my arms on a small table by the window. I get a key from my pocket and open one of the cupboards. The shelves are already filled with bottles with different sizes and colours. Faint humming is ringing out of them as the memories are so strong, that they almost break out of the glass that binds them inside their prisons. I place the blue one next to them and close the cupboard. Other bottles from the table quickly find their places all around the room. There is no chronological order, so that only I can find the right order, which goes where, what happened when, who said what and why. In this way some bottles can be lost for years.

I turn back at the door and take a glance around the room. The window sheds little light, almost none. Night is falling.

I close the mahogany door behind me and walk away.

The joke is on you?

Insomnia

[audio: don huonot - hyvää yötä ja huomenta]

Dwellings

This Indiana has her own waterfall..

Summer nights

[audio: Pearl Jam - Release]

"Father...
I see the world, feel the chill
Which way to go, windowsill
I see the worlds on a rocking horse of time
I see the verse in the rain

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I'll ride the wave where it takes me
I'll hold the pain...
Release me...

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me
I'll open up...
Release me..."

Mihinpä pantteri pilkuistaan..

[audio: Duffy - Stepping stone]

"..You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me

And the less you give the more I want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own..."

Play

Lapsi on terve kun se leikkii.

These nights

[audio: Susheela Raman - Song to the Siren]

"On the floating, shapeless oceans

I did all my best to smile

til your singing eyes and fingers

drew me loving into your eyes.
And you sang "Sail to me, sail to me;

Let me enfold you."
..

Sinful

[audio: Moloko - Pure pleasure seeker]

"Gotta get me some

Gotta get me instant gratification.

Gimme new kicks,

Won't you show me new tricks

Without the ramifications.

Give it a try, dont be shy.

Well you know you might like it.

Never been to keen a timekeeper

But I'm a pure new pleasure seeker."

Sirpaleita

[audio: Placebo - In the cold light of morning]

?

To be or not to be, that's the question..

Filtered reality

[audio: Placebo - I want you]

Try

Nicorette. Sentään joku yrittää.

Fire

[audio: Skunk Anansie - Secretly]

"Trying hard to think pure

Bloody hard when I'm raw

You talking out so sexually

'bout boys 'n girls and your friggin' dreams

So now you feel lusty

You're hot and confused

So now you've been busted

You're caught feeling used

You had to do someone else

You should've been by yourself

Instead of here with me

Secretly

Secretly"

Until it hits you